

I've been busy as a bushhog in a brushpile.
SCHOOL: I'm teaching composition (sheer delight) and Intro to CW. (This is not such a delight as it has been in semesters past, as one of the sections was canceled due to low attendance and I have absorbed the influx of new students, one or two at a time). The first student is fine because she's made the effort to catch up; the second student has missed 2 class; the third student, 3; the fourth student, well you get the picture...I don't know what else to do but to go back to the image, the line, the idea that poetry is mystery and so is my attendance chart. Forrest with his candybox and me with my gradebook--I never know what or whom I'm going to find in class, and it's been really hard to forge a sense of community, a sense of exploration, when the numbers are shifting. Any ideas? I love the students; I love the poetry; it's the staggering amount of reviewing I have to do with the staggered attendance that feels like my undoing. Enough bandsaw-whining...
STAMPS AND SUBMISSIONS: I've sent out 2 chapbooks and one complete manuscript, as well as an entry to the
Howard Nemerov Competition for the Sonnet. (Isn't that a mouthful?) Poems of mine should be up on
qarrtsiluni within the week. My first retirement check arrived in the mail, too. I was all excited till I realized it was 3 checks in one. Sigh...Back to the blackboard/dry-erase for me. I need to write more and more regularly. My poems have started to bore me and boor me, too. It's time for some new writing to get done!
SUNDRIES AND SALES: This has been a great Labor Day Trade Day: Antique St. Christopher medal (nothing too valuable there; it's a picture encased in celluloid) on an 8K Victorian rose-gold chain that is valuable, creamware vase, antique easel-style child's chalkboard that I'm going to use in my office at school, extremely good Erphila art deco vase (pink matte finish), Mission oak bookshelf ($12--a freakin' unbelievably great buy--cheaper than Wal-Mart pressed wood and beautiful besides), antique books (Wordsworth and Dickens for 50 cents each), not one but two Bakelite bracelets (one black ribbed bangle and one end-of day tobacco-brown whirled bracelet without a scratch), and a half-doll/Art Deco crumb brush. I've sold the vases, priced the chain and half-doll, polished the shelf. I cleared, after deductions for mileage (10 miles from my house, maybe $6.50), hourly salary (I consider my time worth at least minimum wage, so I deduct $6/hour for both Harvey the Hauler and me, so $15.00 for 2-1/4 hours), the cost of the items above ($25.00), and the purchase of 2 Sundrops and country ham biscuits (total $3.50, including tax), I've already cleared $75.00 just from the vases, one of which was SWEET and hated to bid it
adieu. Harvey spent his fistful of dollars on 12 plastic toys; I'm keeping the shelf, the bracelets, and the $1.00 chalkboard.
INCIPIENT MIDLIFE CAREER CHANGE: If teaching doesn't work out (and I hope it will, even with shrinking CW class sizes and an always-smaller spring semester enrollment), if retirement doesn't work out (and I know it won't--I like having money), I can always pick for an antiques dealer. I take great pride in stalking a sale, working an auction floor; I thrive as a hag not haggard from haggling.
OIL-OF-DELAY EPIPHANY: I overheard one of Raleigh's friends tell her, "Your mom's kind of pretty for someone like 100 and all." That was the same day my AARP membership arrived.
SEPTEMBER'S BIG FAT ZEROS: What the other A-Rod is going to add to his bank account if he continues to storm the US Open. His serve is destroying his opponents, he has what looks to this jaded observer to be a completely rebuilt backhand, plus his feet are moving, moving, moving. If he continues to play like this, I pick him to win, which would be even more delicious than the racquet's sweet spot. Go, Andy!