Monday, May 27, 2013

Roll Call

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My great-great-grandfather in the Union Army, writing letters home to my great-grandmother, letters still in my family; my great-great uncle hanged as a 17-year-old by night riders for being a member of the Confederate Army (do y'all see why Kentucky was never reconstructed?); my great-grandfather gassed in World War I; my grandfather and his oldest son, my father, and all of his brothers, including my uncle David who served in Viet Nam; my first father-in-law, Charles Johnson in Viet Nam for two tours of duty; my college boyfriend Ken, also there; my former brother-in-law Steve, serving in Desert Storm; a legacy of service starting with my current father-in-law, JD Parker, and continuing unbroken through his son/my brother-in-law Jesse II, his wife Susan and her son Jesse III (both of the latter on active duty); another of my nephews, Chris, graduate of the United States Naval Academy; my teacher (albeit briefly) Bruce Weigl; my student, Denny; my friend Butch; Major Dale A. Johnson, whose POW bracelet I wore.
Air Force. Army. Coast Guard. Marines. Merchant Marines. Navy.

Thank you for what you've done, for the history you've provided.

There's also the history of my first mother-in-law, Lilo, who spent her childhood in bomb shelters in Mannheim, learning to play chess in the dark; of my friend Mai, who escaped Saigon on one of the last flights out of the country; of my friend Jules (name changed) who left the service after being raped by his commanding officer. Those stories will wait for another day, but they're no less true than the ones above, and no less worthy of being remembered.

Thursday, May 09, 2013

Hang Fire

"Each of us is born with a box of matches inside us, but we can't strike them all by ourselves.”
  Like Water for Chocolate

 


Enlighten me. Please.

Thursday, May 02, 2013

Joaquin Sorolla, A Walk on the Beach


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Sometimes I long for a turn-of-last-century life , one with white dresses flittering in the wind, shawls and parasols, net-veined straw hats.  

That's not the life I've been dealt.  

I've heard all my life By fifty, you have the face you deserve.  I'm not dissatisfied with my face.  

But what did I ever do to deserve this loneliness?  It's my first memory in the world, my adolescence and youngest adulthood.  For 23 years I was safe from it, mostly.  

Although my doctor refuses to medicate me for it, for which I am ginormously glad, I am so depressed.  

Words drip slow as pitch from my fingers.

How slow is that?